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It’s Me if You Want but it’s Not What I Want

“Must be difficult” she said to me “navigating these waters and being a feminist”. I was surprised by the force of my recoil. “I’m not a feminist. That’s just.. wrong.

It’s not that I don’t agree with the major feminist goal of allowing women to contribute to the song of humanity. I do! Vociferously. The Patriarchy is just another system of unjust control. I’m going to spend a long time with my rhetorical battle hammer chiseling away at it.

To claim the mantle of feminist, though, means more than being in agreement with the broad goals of feminism. It means claiming identity with with the female struggle. I can’t do that. I’m male. I’m straight. I’m Cis. I’m white. Yeah, I’ve had problems a time or two, but my family has so much money that we can just buy all the shrinks we need to fix most of them. Me a Feminist? No.

No: I’m the fucking patriarchy. No matter how much I might wish it otherwise. No matter how much I fight against gendered limitations, no matter how much I’ve yelled at hiring managers many levels senior to me to get some fucking women in here, and why is it so damned white anyway?, I’m still the person the system is designed to protect.

To swoop down from my social pedestal and snatch a title forged by Elizabeth Cady Stanton, and worn proudly by Gloria Steinem and Amanda Marcotte… that’s so wrong it’s obscenity.

I’m just going to be over here, being a Small-”d” democrat, marching at the side of the ladies doing the real work.

“But if you want to call me an ally”, I said after a pause “that’s a title I’d wear with some pride.

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Sunday Morning Reading Material (Fourth Sunday in September)


Jefferson in da House (of Representatives)

Sunday mornings are for recovering.
Well, what else would they be for?

This week we discovered that a huge, giant, no good computer worm may be aimed at Iran’s nuclear program– which may be ok? Facebook’s CEO gave a hundred million dollars to an ailing school district in exchange for telling the state how they should run said school district. Also: the GOP unveiled their plan for America– they want to make all our problems worse. This will probably get them a few votes.

Personally: Monday I was laid off from my job. Tuesday I was offered a new, better job, and I spent Wednesday though Saturday on Vacation.

My rule of thumb: if a book has survived over 500 years, there’s probably a good reason. Dan Drezner makes the case for Thucydides. It’s really quite awesome.

The 9th Circuit held that corporations can be covered by state secret statues. These are the same statutes that presidents have been abusing for years…

Good news bad news: Nothing from Gayle this week (bad). She’s trying to sort out another legal mess (good).

Jess Barrow tells us about life in Bangladesh during Eid.

Conservative Christians don’t like new pornography. Presumably, being conservative, they prefer the older stuff.

I think after 33 uninterrupted hours of kissing, you’re married. How did they not need to sleep, pee or eat?!

I need to buy Brad DeLong a beer

Remember last week when we talked about how America’s wealth had been stolen by the rich? Here’s a portrait of a victim

Wicca? A silly religion. But don’t call it Satanic!

We each have a choice about who we wish to be, when confronted with evidence that we’re wrong. The gods know that being wrong is one of my least-favorite things. So let me say this: this week I learned that I was simply dead wrong about the UK’s relationship with the EU. 100% not right. Wow does that suck.

Roller derby? Proof that our species is awesome

The Bay Area by ethnicity

Leigh Alexander Meditates on being a very pretty woman working in a male-dominated profession. I can’t even do it justice. Just go read.

I’m not sure that this is right. But then, I’m the exact person who wouldn’t know if this is right…

Troy Goodfellow can’t wait for Civ 5 to be a great game

Just one more link

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Sudden Death Comes Easy When you Practice Every Day

The wind was howling. That sounds cliche, which is ok: cliche and bad metaphor was the theme of the night. So: the wind is howling and we can’t hear one another even while we shout and we’re standing on a fence, and waiting out the storm. In the mean time we’re trying to discuss feminism and gaming. But that fucking wind is making it impossible. Every few seconds I spin around to make sure there are no zombies behind us.

Yeah, we were playing a game.

What made it interesting was that- as far as I know, none of us knew one another in physical space- I met most of those people through twitter, or various blogs. How well, then, can I say I know these chat buddies and game friends?

There was never really a question that “social media” would take off. That phrase is redundant. Might as well call it “the thing humans do, but online”. Because we humans are social creatures. We don’t photosynthesize, or have claws, bark, or useful teeth. Instead we have communities. The next person who finds a new way for us to yammer at one another will make a fortune.

None of which answers the basic question: how well can we truly get to know one another when we rarely- or never- meet in physical space? They say that we receive upwards of 97% of our communication without words. Granted I’ve got a rather large handicap when it comes to that sort of thing. Nevertheless. Is that 7% enough? We humans have been doing our best to improve our written language to include these non-verbal ticks. Emoticons, gestural texts and font faces have added to some of the richness of our online communications.

There is no denying, though, that those things are what we do when we cannot see and touch. Heloise and Abelard would make some awesome twitter accounts, but if they were able to hold one another at night, would they have needed so many words?

But then: sometimes I like to get my friends into one single physical location and play video games. Because some things can’t be done in physical space, either.

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Sunday Morning Reading Material (Third Sunday in September)


Equal time for equal cute! This is Random.

Sunday mornings are for lounging around with friends, playing games, and recovering from a very long week. Alternately, Sunday mornings are for legal readings, and preparing to unleash righteous fury on the Supreme Court. Or maybe running. Or sleeping it off.

This week, we saw some poll numbers go very badly against Democrats. Also: the Pope Visited Scotland- I’m told (by a friend over there) that some legitimate anti-Benedict complaints were used to gloss over a very ugly anti-Catholic sentiment.

Did you know that DC held some elections last week?! For the way my RSS reader treated it, this was the biggest news ever.
Also: the 49ers lost their home opener. Life is sad.

Speaking of pain: seems that people of my religion are Still being discriminated against in parts of Europe. Rad. (Surprise! I’m pagan!)

How big is that jest? Infinite? I’m sure Gayle will love it, then. Go read!

Recursive

Please don’t sock it to her

Apparently Sundays are for Sad Stories about how the classism can suck. Oh what? You think false confessions happen to rich white folks?

Classism in one graph.

To cheer me up a bit: Welcome to the world, baby Twix! Wear a silly hat!

And now we’re back to classism.

Had the rich not eaten the economy, you would be richer. Roughly 23% richer. Lets take a moment to reflect on the fate of the housing bubble had people had 23% more income to pay off their mortgages with. Mortgages they’d gotten by borrowing from rich people. The rich people who got that way– in part– by stealing 23% of your income.

Just because Funranium Labs is willing to barter does not mean that we’re sliding inevitably into a medieval economy. It means that Funranium is awesome.

Just a bit about the economics of food trucks. Those guys? Ain’t gettin’ rich.

An interesting Econ 101 take on on game’s collector’s editions . I look at it a bit differently: for $60, I can get all of Civ 5, or for $50, I can get most of Civ 5.

Who won the terror war?

San Francisco could have looked very different.

Speaking of things we San Franciscans do: Ranked Choice Voting. IRV in MMD, find out what it means to me. And yes, this sort of fundamental reform would make the whole US work a lot better.

The biggest Trekkie in the world. One of many things my hero has done better than I..

If you were stranded on Hoth, what animal should you cut up and hide in?

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Hoist the Jolly Roger!


Any excuse to use this picture.

Media piracy is a perennial topic. Creators of art are– I think rightly– upset that people can enjoy their work without any form of recompense. There are sometimes literally blood, sweat and tears poured into creative acts. Thoughts are torn from minds and made manifest in the physical world. That’s hungry work! People who do that deserve to eat. Not to mention put roofs over their heads. And all the other things money can buy. Morally, people who can afford to buy things- chose to take them without payment- are sleazy.

That doesn’t change the fact that piracy happens. Our system is set up so that piracy is easier and cheaper buying things, in many cases. Not to mention: Pirated media comes without the value-destroying software publishers of games and movies will often tie to their media. In these cases, pirates actually get a superior product– for free.

DRM (Digital Rights Management) seems to be doing everything it can be– and piracy seems to have settled to about a 90% rate. This is kind of craptacuar. It means that for every 10 people who enjoy the product of someone’s intellectual toil, only 1 person will pay. And, as mentioned above, the DRM model seems to be driving people from payment, rather than causing people to buy. Obviously, a new model is needed.

For video games, one possibility is micro transactions and smaller titles. Gone would be the days of big-budget extravaganzas for pay as you go entertainment. It would be like Hollywood saying “screw movies, we’re all doing TV.”

This model doesn’t really work for media other than games, however. I can’t imagine a book where you get the main plot free, but subplots and minor characters would cost. Frankly many movies (Avatar) would benefit from having things cut from them.

In many ways, piracy was the response to the lack of ability to purchase or create digitized media. For a while, if you bought a CD from Sony, Sony would try to destroy your computer for trying to create Mp3s. It’s technically illegal to digitize a DVD* that you legally own. It is still impossible to legally get digital versions of very many books.

None of this makes piracy a good thing. It is, however, important to note that consumers had and have a demand that is not being met through legitimate channels.

To really attack piracy, we need to understand what it is. Media piracy doesn’t (necessarily) happen when someone downloads something. It happens when someone uploads that media to someone else. The nature of modern sharing systems means that people upload to a lot of people at once. This is why monetary judgments against “pirates” tend to be so large: they’re on hundreds of separate counts. Indeed: it’s not even considered “piracy” until it becomes mass distribution.

From another point of view: media creators are having their work distributed for free. They don’t have to pay to have people create DVDs, nor ships to move those DVDs around the world, nor trucks to move those DVDs to ports, nor even the bandwidth to let people download digitized versions of those DVDs. Again: none of this makes piracy good, mind. But it does give a window into how it works.

One method of attacking piracy- then- would be to create a P2P network- or several- of books, movies, games, etc; and let people pay a set fee for access to that network. Does $20 a month sound reasonable? This is basically the Netflix “instant watch” paradigm applied to more types of media.

Imagine Steam, or Impulse, but for $20 a month, I had access to all the games I could play. With iTunes and Amazon selling me episode of TV, and Hulu streaming it to me, the whole concept of a “network” is losing traction. But if $20 a month would buy me access to every episode of every show that had ever aired on ABC, I’d be much more inclined to try and remember what shows aired on ABC.

I could even see networks reaching deals with ISPs: join Comcast and get access to everything on NBC, included in your internet package! RoadRunner might let you have access to Steam: the gamer’s delight deal.

The trick, I think, is to build systems where networks provide the seeds, and the more popular a show, movie, or game is the less it would cost a network to let people have access to it. P2P clients can do that. People would use them because, hey: high quality stuff at a great price. Artist get paid, networks become relevant again, and consumers get access to cool stuff. Everyone wins.

*In order to rip a DVD, you have to first break it’s encryption. And breaking that encryption– even to do something within your rights– is a violation of the DCMA.

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Sunday Morning Reading Material (Second Sunday in September)


(My kitty, Janus)

Sunday mornings are for lounging around in oversized tshirts emblazoned with the names our of Alma Maters. Alternately, they’re for running trails, preparing for a race. Depends how vigorous you’re feeling. Alternately, alternately: Video games!

This week: it looks like PG&E’s faulty gas lines are responsible for the deaths of many of my neighbors. If it turns out that it was faulty gas lines, the people who chose to put quarterly profits above human life should be tried for murder.
In other news: Australia seems to have its self a new government. GL HF guys. GL HF…
And it looks like the asshole didn’t burn anyone’s holy book this week. So: yay.

Let’s kick this party off right Gayle Force spits some white hot rage atcha. Paragraph 4 is aimed at me, I think. Read this, and remember to call your congresscritter and ask how they plan to reign in the national security state. Because it really is a fucking nightmare.

My new hero “Skyscraperman”!!

Dating Site OK Cupid tells us What White People Like. Also: Asians, Indians, Black people, etc. Caveat: this is what people want the world to think they like. Also: apparently I’m not a white guy…

Funranium Labstakes a field trip to where NASA makes cool stuff.

being bored is your own damned fault

When I’m not combating boredom by reading about French or Roman history, I like to play video games. Here’s a post about Video Games and Tax Policy. It’s like Rock Paper Shotgun knows me!

Keynes, Morgenthau, and Bretton woods. Conservatives undid Bretton woods a while back, and now we have depressions again. This is not a post hoc argument

Courtney Stoker talks about Victorian Science Fiction. For reals. It’s like she knows me!

I’m a giant nerd. And yes, I am the DM of a weekly, ongoing DND game. One of the things I worked hardest on when putting that game together was trying to find some gender balance. I want more women in my hobby, and that means doing what I can to create spaces where they will be welcome. Sarah Darkmagic isn’t one of my players. But she does talk about being a woman in male-dominated space.

Ami K. talks about fat.

Know who’s not fat? Our boys and girls oversees. Know why they’re not fat? No time for Espresso . There may not be atheists in foxholes, but there are coffee addicts..

Is Glee an example of a Matriarchy? I’d say it has more to do with whether they’re upholding patriarchal values, rather than what gender actually holds power.

One of my sisters is in South America. It seems that in Buenos Aires there are a lot of feral dogs. She explores that a bit.

What’s that? You want to know why I’m a Yellow Dog? This is one reason

What color shoes should I be wearing? I’m a touch colorblind, and this chart will be fucking useful

Speaking of shoes.

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Civil blood makes civil hands unclean

If you work at a bookstore for any small length of time, you’ll eventually learn one small rule: No matter how the alphabet falls, never shelve the Koran on the bottom shelf. In fact, just to be on the safe side, put it on the top shelf. People of the Islamic faith feel that to put the Koran on the bottom shelf is to place it close to dirt*, and offers an insult to their religion. Once someone has said “it hurts me when you engage in a certain behavior”, it takes a real asshole to deliberately continue that behavior.

So you can imagine how annoyed Muslims are that some asshole is planning to burn their holy book. I tried to find an explanation for why said douche is planning on doing this. The best I can come up with is: “How much do we back down? How many times do we back down?” Jones told the AP. “Instead of us backing down, maybe it’s to time to stand up. Maybe it’s time to send a message to radical Islam that we will not tolerate their behavior.” I’m trying to wrap my brain around what behavior is being committed by “Radical Islam” that would justify desecrating a book that 20% of all humans deem holy.

“The Quran, according to Jones, is “evil” because it espouses something other than biblical truth and incites radical, violent behavior among Muslims.” That’s a paraphrase, not a quote. Still, it seems like a speck in your brother’s eye sort of thing. Let me be explicit: More Americans on American soil are in danger from “Radical Christianity” than from “Radical Islam”. For a Christian to seek a conflict with criminals fighting for the Islamic faith, and not taking steps to place himself on the opposite side of Christians helping Ugandas write a law that would murder people– it’s unchrisitan. Literally: here’s Jesus on the subject.

This man has put on his Christian robes. He wears them as a child wear’s his father’s tie and plays “office”. It is a masquerade and seems not to know it. I suppose it is inevitable that, in a nation of over 300 million, he can 50 people who believe in the same vision of a deity that he does.

So: I think we’re agreed. The man is an Asshole. And he’s unchristian**. Fortunately, we have a First Amendment. We all have a perfect right to be assholes.

Which brings up General Petraeus. Of course, as an American Citizen (and as a human being), David Petraeus has a perfect right to say anything he wants on the subject. It even sounds like he and I agree: this is a dick move. But free speech applies only to individuals. It most certainly does not apply to Generals speaking as the commander of troops. This is The Military coming down from their moral high ground and telling we ignorant civilians how to behave. The civilian mastery of the Military is one of our bulwarks against tyranny. By speaking out as a general, Petraeus has ever so slightly eroded that bulwark. By itself it isn’t much. But his verbal extension of the battlefield onto American soil is a very bad misstep. He should needs to be rebuked at every level.

(too tired to edit this one guys. Don’t bother pointing out typos)

* Nevermind that we vacuum more often than we dust….
** I’d have to know more about his theology to know if he denies that “Jesus is the Christ [anointed one]“, and is thus an anti-Christ…

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Sunday Morning Reading Material (First Sunday in September)

(Seen in Berkley: Arrest John Yoo)

This week: Someone took hostages at the Discovery Chanel Headquarters. The Chilean coal miners are still trapped down in the Chilean coal mine. Apple received much positive attention for rolling out a new, not quite as good, version of Apple TV. I met a sitting US Senator (she was standing).

Yesterday, I attended the first football game of 2010. My (UC Davis) Aggies lost to the (UC Berkeley) Bears by quite a bit. Obviously this means that we need to start engineering a new bread of football player at Davis. I expect the boys and girls in our GE department to get right on that.

Whirlyball sounds like tremendous fun. Also: life lessons!

Before I go to bed tonight, I promise I’ll have written a post for publication later this week. I literally don’t take lunch at my current job, I merely shove food in my mouth while I continue crunching numbers. I am enjoying what I do, but I wish I had a Time Tuner so I could still do other stuff I enjoy.

People at Cato don’t seem to have the problem where their time is taken up by learning new things: they don’t seem to learn new things

I mentioned earlier how apple released a new, shittier product? Turns out their flagship iTunes 10 also sucks. It’s almost like Apple is a terrible company more focused on the pretty than on the functionality.

So yeah, I want to flush Apple. It’s a good thing the The Toilet Paper Blog is here to tell me how to do it.

If this chart has any meaning, it’s that the US Senate sucks. A lot. It also helps show why I’m a Yellow Dog Democrat.

The always reliable (and regular) Rob Zacny has an interesting post where he talks about the gaming industry. I want to call your attention to the end part where he says “Seriously, though, working for free can be a disaster. Exchange of services for compensation is the foundation of professionalism.” If only we had laws about that. If only they were enforced. See the graph on the link above.

I linked to the previous installment of Shamus Young’s discussion of Mass Effect. This one is also good. Science Fiction is a wonderful lens through which to view our own existence.

Well, heck? Why shouldn’t serial fraudsters fall under 3 strikes provisions? Seems like the recidivism rate is going to be pretty high. Granted, three strikes laws look like a hugely illegal waste of tax payer money. But if we’ve got to do it, let’s do it right.

The fine person at Motivated Grammar explains to us why prescriptivisim needs to die. Preferably in a fire.

Gayle Force tells us that it doesn’t matter how other people use the word, or how many hours it’s been since you last ate: you’re not “starving”, you’re “hungry”.

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